Emptiness...

The feeling hits me once again. The drive felt slow. Wish i could speed up a little more. Visiting the mechanic, washing the car, inflating the tyres and all.. tasks that didnt used to be my forte are well presented in my face now.

The jog/walk at Bukit timah with tim helped regenerate some adrenalin. The past weeks just depleted my entire storage. Playing with lauren did help as well. Gives some hope and comfort. She's a bright girl. Love it when she practised her "doctor-ing" skills on everyone. Arms ached a little after carrying her about at the supermart. Guess i need to get back to more serious workout soon.

The drive back was quiet and surreal...yet still a sense of emptiness...