that inner peace..
is it that tough to attain? somehow.. that need triggered today. "You should leave the office by 630pm" so says the boss..
felt weird to step out of my keyboard and monitors fortress, seeing some evening sun. the streets were quite crowded. i'm not used to that.. the subway was packed..i'm not used to that.. stroll to the axs machine for bill payment... eyebrow session.. nt quite used to them, esp for the past 3mths.. am i officially burnt out? perhaps...

the stack of readings threw me a nasty glare.. can't seem to leave them alone. picked up a copy - SG weekly.. flipped thru.. they actually make sense to me. the others stared hard at me once more.. i couldn't be bothered. i needed to write.

to feel better, to be more at ease. have not penned for a long while. the diary looks dusty by the bed side. the last entry looks horrid... unsightly handwriting. somewhat wish that i regain that ability to pen something that looks decent. laziness? perhaps..
or perhaps just another convenient excuse...

perhaps meditation works.. or sitting by the beach sipping mojitos...... u tell me what works..